Survive

I think you’re already know that your presence is what I want the most, also you’re already know that your existence is a prayer that I have ever said. Since the first time I met you I became so happy and forgot how losing looks like, because I always learned to defend and defend.

Just like you, lately I often feels the distance makes all of this feel bored. I often feels like you’re suddenly become bland, unpleasant, do things I didn’t like. I feel like you’ve suddenly become the smartest, most knowledgeable, self-centered person. Irritating!

And just like you, choosed to survive because you dare to endure all my flaws. Stick with me who often suddenly gets angry, suddenly just keeps quiet, makes the atmosphere messy, makes you embarrassed, demands this, constantly complains about things, lacks understanding, makes you jealous because I think it’s nice to see you love me like crazy.

I hate you who make my cheeks and chin wet because I miss you, wasteful of tissue you know! But how its possible, ignoring all your calls, all the LINE stickers when you miss me so much, all that chat; “How come I miss you”, “I miss you”, “We’ll on the phone later ya”, and all the moments when we were soaked because of got stuck in the rain together, burned cause of the sun together, entered the supermarket carrying a shopping basket only for one sheet of aloe vera. Even when you suddenly wanted to pick me up last night from college, how could I ignore, huh?

That’s how we are, keep endure cause both of us want to try and stay, you should know that I’ll keep continue to feel bored with us and please just do only one thing; Stay!